The pain etched so deeply that the vast channels it created can now be filled with ecstatic, rhythmic, flowing, pulsating liquid light. It is such a total relief when the burden is put down, even if only for one moment. The relief of putting down the burden gets remembered in the cells as they dance in sheer ecstasy.
More of the old structures of reality tumble down like a waterfall into the vast ocean. At times the old structures are so great, so locked in place that attention keeps getting pulled to them. The body delights as these structures break up and let go. The flow starts once again, the flow back to Source, the flow back to the Beloved. The flow is so sensuous, so moving, as the cells pulsate, cascading down, falling, dropping, abandoning into the unknown. Such relief. Diving deeper, ever deeper, more and more is consumed. Consumed by stillness and peace. No more struggle. No more searching. No more inner conflict. Vast emptiness, vast nothingness, no boundaries remain as all dissolves.
And then the inner tormentors reappear, sometimes even more strongly than before. They are waging the battles for their very existence. These tormentors know that once they are swept up by the flow, once they cascade down into the vast ocean of grace, they too will disappear into inner peace and joy. Some of my tormentors fight with all their might. Others appear in full force waiting to embark on the journey back to Source, back to the divine.
The pain is trying to take over once again, insidiously creeping into hidden nooks and crannies, trying to gain a foothold and resume control. Grace and gratitude appear like PAC-Man, eating away, dissolving the thought forms that created the internal structures. Large bundles of thoughts are deliciously consumed as grace devours the old thought patterns. These are the patterns that create the same nauseous thoughts that go round and round in our heads all the time. The more of these bundles of thought patterns get eaten and dissolved, the more space, the more freedom, the greater the peace. What a blessing to be eaten and dissolved by grace!
Using Gratitude you can clear the subconscious and unconscious patterns that are sabotaging your life, your abundance and income. The audio meditation visualization ‘Release’ takes you on a step-by-step process to release your unconscious areas of lack, bring in safety and create space for abundance and income!
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